how i'm feeling lately...

This song came up on my iPod randomly the other day. It definitely made me pause...

I'm in repair...I'm not together but I'm getting there. That is perfect.

A little John Mayer for you.


In repair

Too many shadows in my room
Too many hours in this midnight
Too many corners in my mind
So much to do to set my heart right
Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I am in repair, i am in repair

Stood on the corner for a while
To wait for the wind to blow down on me
Hoping it takes with it my old ways
And brings some brand new luck upon me
Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I am in repair, i am in repair

And now i'm walking in a park
All of the birds they dance below me
Maybe when things turn green again
It will be good to say you know me

Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
Oh, yeah i'm never really ready
Oh, yeah i'm never really ready
I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ho6pqXrFFLM

Dear baby girl,


I just want to let you know how much I love you and how much I wish you were here with us. I hope heaven is peaceful and you keep teaching me how to live life. Thanks for all the lessons in peace.


We love you so much.
mommy