Dear Maddie,
Today I'm having a test done to make sure my womb is a safe place for babies. Let's hope it is...I'm hoping for some answers from the tests the doctors did. Every morning I wake up and remember that you're gone...it hurts...I know you're in a better place, but your dad and I sure miss you. Boris has been a good snuggeler for us...he knows we need extra comfort. I'm going to the sharing angels group tonight. I'm a little nervous but I know it will be a good thing to go to. Your cousin's birthday parties were yesterday. Kenzie dressed like Belle from Beauty and the Beast. Noah had a roll of table covering and would not let it go...they both had great times.
love you bunches and gallons.

mommy