Smiling through the tears

 I haven't written in a bit. Lately things feel more on the up swing, thankfully. Hubby and I went to Faith's Lodge a few weeks ago--right before they suffered so much destruction from the tornado. I am so thankful we were able to enjoy it in its original beauty...

www.faithslodge.org if you're not familiar with what they have to offer.

My close work friend had her baby. I held the little guy and my world didn't stop. In fact, I am rather looking forward to holding him again. I think that's progress.

I have been seeing a therapist every couple weeks...she just gets it...even though she's not a BLM. We had to set goals for our meetings and my big goal was to just get through the first year with my sanity intact.

A fellow BLM had her rainbow baby today...everyone is safe and sound. Thank God for that.
As I was logging in to type a little, this came up in my feed. Hi, Maddie! Mommy loves you and misses you, too.

http://www.hopecollage.org/2011/07/madalyn-janice.html

I really was smiling through the tears.